somebody please help me….i’m desperate?

Question by Thomas A: somebody please help me….i’m desperate?
i am experiencing a very bad depression. I’ve just failed my first year at college and i’ve wasted the equivalent of $ 5000 of fee’s. To make it worse, my parents are very hard working elderly individuals who make many sacrifices to put me into a good college and never complain about paying the fee’s even though they working really hard for it. I am more depressed due to my really bad social problem. I am 19 years old and i’ve never had a girlfriend or even kissed a girl. I am also not attractive, so i get laughed at very often by other kids. I have a social phobia and its almost impossible for me to talk to a girl without stuttering and blushing.Due to this sexual frustration and anger i’ve resulted to pornography which wastes a lot of my time. I very rarely cried as a teen/adult but i’ve now been sobbing for 3 days whenever i’m alone. I can’t sleep and eat. I dint think anyone realizes the pain i’m going through, and i’ve been so tempted to start drugs. I’ve been trying to find someone who can get me a drug to remove this pain. I have no money to visit the doctor. I am totally out of control of my life.

Best answer:

Answer by Johnson B
At least jesus loves you

Answer by findinme
go to craiglist ..lots of girls will love to meet you ..or backpage .com ..and get some puss puss

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