32/m loss of Libido & Drive(w/ depression) due to drugs and steroid abuse!!!?
Question by 45345: 32/m loss of Libido & Drive(w/ depression) due to drugs and steroid abuse!!!?
This is a long story. When I turned 18yrs old i tried using steroids for the first time. I did this big time (tripple stacking sustonone 250 + deca durabolin + testosterone 200 mg …..for a 10 week cycle, then taking 4 months off (and feeling depressed w/ low sexual desire). It seem’s that everytime I did a cycle, I searched, and recieved a girlfriend. Every time I went off a cycle, i lost interest in havig sex (and broke up w/ girlfriend). This went on for a few years. I got into the Rave scene around 21yrs old and loved taking Ecstasy and smoking pot. I went to tons of raves w/ huge groups of friends, and took lots of E over a 3 year timeline. Also started filling up my own tanks of nitrous. Loved hooking up w/ hot chicks at clubs when drunk or on GHB. Didn’t have to much interest being w/ them later on while sober. I have since partied for another 6 years, doing Cocaine and GHB on the regular. This combo makes you feel like the man (overly confident and super horney) After quitting 3 years ago. I have been depressed, and don’t really want to talk to anyone. I use to be happy all the time……now I would rather be asleep then awake. I find negativity in everything. I have social anxiety now (and always did…but not when drunk). So I find myself not speaking to friends that I loved for years because, I don’t like talking to people anymore while sober. Zero people skills and extremely shy to people I don’t know, when sober. I am the most happy go lucky guy when intoxicated(and that’s how my friends know me). But in truth, I’m this insecure boy, that’s scared of large groups or meeting new people when sober. Recently I have been thinking about taking anti-depressants(thinking that my serotonin and dopamine has been reduced greatly). I would rather stay asleep then wake up in the mornings, even though I have my own business that I love (Legal medical marijuana growing in California)….I have lost my goals and just don’t give a shit anymore.
My question is…….should I take Testosterone in small doses to make me happy again, or Wellbutrin to help sex drive and depression.
Best answer:
Answer by Sarah
Honestly, I don’t really advocate drug use at all, and it seems to me your suggested solutions to the problem (Testosterone in small doses or Wellbutrin to help sex drive and depression) may treat the present symptoms, but wont treat the underling problem. What I mean is that when you stop taking the drugs, you may find yourself in the same rut. Have you ever considered therapy? Psychological interventions have been shown to be effective for depression, social anxiety and sex drive issues. If this is something you are willing to try I would highly recommend it. There are some psychology clinics at local universities that are either free or reduced cost, so they are a good idea if you are worried about the cost.
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